It’s been over a year since W/we had O/our dog Harley put to sleep and i realized that i never gave her a proper goodbye on my blog.
Harley was a constant presence in my life for 14 years. She was the closest thing i have ever had to a daughter and in many ways she was like a perpetual two year old child. There has never been a point where i have regretted having her in my life. i don’t think dogs feel love the way humans do, so i won’t say that she loved me unconditionally but i do think that she accepted me unconditionally. W/we’ve both been through a lot together and she has helped me get through some very difficult times in my life. i used to call her “Adventure Dog” because she dealt remarkably well with whatever change was thrown her way, whether we were traveling on vacation or moving to a new living situation. Even at the end of her life when she could hardly move because of her arthritis and she was starting to go senile she brought joy into my life and she will always be missed.
i am very lucky because when i packed up everything and moved to California to serve my Master, He took us both in and grew to love Harley as much as i did.
Recently somebody pointed out to me that the links to all the files under Sample Master/slave Contracts got broken in the move from Blogger to WordPress. i fixed them and they’re now working again. Thanks to the person who let me know!
A/anyone who has followed this blog for more than a year knows that i tend to get the the holiday blues around my birthday, Christmas and the new year. This time around has been especially bad and i just haven’t been in the mood to make any posts to my blog. There haven’t been any posts at all in December. Bad slave! i’m finally starting to shake it off and will hopefully start posting more often.
There’s not much to this post. It’s just to break the ice for future posts, so bear with me as i shiver, quiver and try to wake.
Do Y/you have any tattoos or piercings?
i have several tattoos and piercings that i have collected over the years. i have a dragon tattoo on my chest, the Japanese kanji for ‘slave’ on my upper right thigh, a space invader on my left wrist and a tattoo that my ex and i designed together on my right arm and lower back. i also have a PA and a septum piercing. It’s true what they say about getting tattooed being an addiction. i find that the more tattoos i get, the more i want.
One of the things i worried about when i first met my Master was that i wouldn’t be coming to Him with a clean slate but it didn’t seem to concern Him. Early in O/our relationship i had nipple rings, but they caused problems when He tortured my nipples, so He had me remove them. He has also talked about having a couple of tattoos that have faded over time touched up or modified.
Although my Master doesn’t have any tattoos or piercings of His own, He enjoys marking me as His property and altering me to serve Him better. In addition to the tattoos i got before i met Him, last year He had “Property of Master Nico” tattooed on my crotch just above my dick. This past weekend He told me that for O/our third anniversary he wants to find some way to have me marked each year to show the number of years that He has owned me. i suggested a tattoo of a chain going down my back from my collar, with each link representing a year of service to Him. i am very proud to be His slave and to be marked with symbols of O/our commitment to each O/other.
For Y/you, is s/m a sexual activity or can Y/you have an s/m scene that is not considered sex?
Since my Master only allows me to have sexual release through pain, s/m is definitely a sexual activity for me. It seems strange to me that S/someone would not consider s/m to be sexual given the intense physical sensations involved, but the majority of P/people who took the poll feel that way.
i gave in and created a Twitter account (@slaveart). It will be an interesting experiment because i don’t quite “get” Twitter. i understand what it is technically, but i don’t understand what purpose it is supposed to serve. It allows me to send short messages from my cell phone or computer to A/anyone who is “following” me and wants to know what i’m doing at any minute of the day. Is there anything i can say in 160 characters or less that A/anyone would want to hear? Do Y/you really care if i’m clipping my toenails? (Actually, now that i think about it, there was one guy on Recon who contacted me and was VERY interested in that sort of thing…) i’ve tried following a few people on Twitter and to be honest, so far i find it very boring and a waste of time.
So, if A/anyone has any suggestions how i can make good use of Twitter (what i should tweet, W/who i should be following) please let me know. Send me an email or post a comment on this blog post.
Which of the following would you be willing to give up control to your Master, Dom, Daddy or Top?
The results of this poll were pretty close to what i was expecting. my Master said that when He interviews someone as a potential second slave, He finds very few people who are willing to give up control of their finances and that’s usually where the interview ends. He said that because He has run into that issue so many times, He now asks that question fairly early in the process so that He doesn’t waste His and the other person’s time.
If Y/you could choose only one of the following options, which would it be?
I/i would rather own/be owned.
i remember this one one of the first conversations i had with my Master. i told Him that if i had to choose between being loved or being owned, i would rather be owned. In the past i have been loved and i have been owned and i feel much more happy, content and fulfilled giving my life over to someone else in servitude than i do sharing a life with someone i love.
i told Him that for me it is important for a slave to love his Master in order to devote his life completely to Him. i also told Him that i thought it was important for a Master to at least care for His slave, but love wasn’t necessary. my Master thought about it for a while, then He told me that He couldn’t own another human being and be responsible for their life if He didn’t love them. So, i get the best of both worlds. my Master owns me and loves me. 
i would like to set up a new poll, but am drawing a blank on what to ask. If Y/you have any suggestions, please leave a comment.
This has been a pretty busy month for U/us. i have had a few ideas rattling around inside my head since my last blog entry and was waiting for them to gel a little more before entering them into my blog. Just before i was about to update my blog i got a killer cold which knocked me out for a weekend. Then my Master got bitten by the travel bug. W/we went to Palm Springs for the weekend two weeks ago and this past weekend W/we took a trip to the Grand Canyon, Hoover Dam and Las Vegas.
As His faithful slave, i have no choice but to follow where He leads. So i suffered through sitting by the pool and drinking in Palm Springs, seeing the wonders of nature at the Grand Canyon, and finally gambling, drinking and eating like a pig in Las Vegas. It’s a rough life being my Master’s slave. 
i usually work on my blog early in the morning before my Master wakes up or on Sundays when W/we’re just hanging out at home, relaxing. However the past few weeks i’ve been sleeping in late, recovering from my cold or W/we’ve been out of town.
Now that i’m feeling better and it looks like W/we’re done traveling for a while, i’ll work on updating my blog. It’s also back to reality which means going back to the gym, back to work and back to limiting the number of calories i eat every day.
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